The Seeking Stripper: I Surrender

Stripper There was heaviness on the word "stripper". The connotation was massive. Eleven years of collective massiveness. It's appropriate to say that stripping has left a huge impact on my life, and comprehending it's impact has been quite the process in itself. Looking back, I see the timeline of this stripping path actually began when … Continue reading The Seeking Stripper: I Surrender

Finding Love On The Road

True Love Determined to find the love of my life, I openly share my desires with friends and strangers alike. Some people meet me with confusion and others curiosity. The question I often ask myself is, "How will I know when I meet my beloved?" While on the road, I was met by a man … Continue reading Finding Love On The Road

Surrendering Into Love

The Beginning Of The End I notice myself unconsciously begin to lay pieces of me to rest. Graveyards become appealing and the wonderment of death obscures my thoughts. I've been through this process before. My body knows what it's doing and I see what's happening. I'm mourning, again. I'm here in Hawaii, roaming along the … Continue reading Surrendering Into Love

Convergence

Convergence: Coming together of two seemingly separate ideas, concepts, or entities. I've been a witness to this process as it has been an intention of mine. The amount of challenge has been plenty. Yet through the pain and the tears, I see a glimmer of light and my faith in the process. Loving myself through … Continue reading Convergence

Redefining Love

Love used to be all consuming. Chaotic and unpredictable. Pain was inevitable. Heartbreak was common. Love was dependent on the other to return that love. Being in love meant being lost, having fallen so far from myself. Being in love meant losing touch with my wholeness and becoming one with another. Being in love meant … Continue reading Redefining Love

Reclaiming Sexual Power

  Power Leak A power leak is when there is no focus in the action, thoughts and behaviors. When the cycle of energetic exchange is blocked and nothing beneficial is received in return for the giving of energy. It is a drain on the resource and as humans, we literally have to continue replenishing it … Continue reading Reclaiming Sexual Power

The Frequency of Love

I'm in the place of awareness of old patterns and have the beautiful opportunity to begin anew. I've been here before. Declaring I see myself. Declaring I see my patterns and truth. I stir with anxiousness, unwilling at first to look at whats poking me in the back. Finally, I choose to sit with it. … Continue reading The Frequency of Love

Purpose is Pleasure

Is it my purpose to awaken others through this realm of sexuality? This has been my experience that I cannot deny because it has been my existence. I have been offering space to men for their healing journeys through my time with them in the clubs. I have offered loving kindness and have found deep … Continue reading Purpose is Pleasure