The Beginning Of The End I notice myself unconsciously begin to lay pieces of me to rest. Graveyards become appealing and the wonderment of death obscures my thoughts. I've been through this process before. My body knows what it's doing and I see what's happening. I'm mourning, again. I'm here in Hawaii, roaming along the … Continue reading Surrendering Into Love
I bask in the glorious tickling feeling of crispy dollars falling onto the small of my back, slipping down the crack of my ass and caressing my inner thighs as I move my hips up and down shaking what my Mamma and Daddy gave me. I receive looks of adoration, admiration, and complete desire, entrancing … Continue reading The Pleasure Is All Mine
Sex work... I took a college course with this title in 2007. I learned that stripping is a form of sex work; an avenue of making money through selling sex. Some people don't consider stripping sex work because it's not selling sex per se, but I consider it sex work because not only do I … Continue reading Sex Work…A New Way
It's been a little over a month long journey of a deep exploration of new experiences with the intention of love, adventure, & growth with another human. I was calling in a partner of a lifetime. Someone that I could unite with, someone that I could ascend with. Someone that I could explore the meaning … Continue reading Reflections Of A Partner
Convergence: Coming together of two seemingly separate ideas, concepts, or entities. I've been a witness to this process as it has been an intention of mine. The amount of challenge has been plenty. Yet through the pain and the tears, I see a glimmer of light and my faith in the process. Loving myself through … Continue reading Convergence
I was raised by a divorced Mother and Father who separated shortly after I was born. I lived with my Mom and siblings on both coasts of the U.S, while my Father continued traveling the world, finally settling down in one place when my Mother could no longer look after her three children after a … Continue reading What is Monogamy?
Love used to be all consuming. Chaotic and unpredictable. Pain was inevitable. Heartbreak was common. Love was dependent on the other to return that love. Being in love meant being lost, having fallen so far from myself. Being in love meant losing touch with my wholeness and becoming one with another. Being in love meant … Continue reading Redefining Love
To be is to exist. To be anything else is a lie. In this more than human world, I am expressing as a human form and I see this as an opportunity to live in opportunity and joy. Being more than I am is a mask upon my brilliance. To be more is to create … Continue reading Just Be
Today, right now, Make a verbal or written list of things you "Wonder" about. Allow yourself complete freedom while doing this. Let your imagination run wild. Be creative. Do this often to stay curious. I wonder what it would be like to live the trees. I wonder what it would be like to live really … Continue reading Stay Curious!
Trust in the flow. Change is upon me. People have been challenging me in ways that are bringing about growth. Although the last time, I was pushed and I allowed it to push me into a state of anxiety. A state of urgency. A state of unrest and discomfort. I recognize what happened and now … Continue reading Trust