In Los Angeles, the City of Angels lurks a darkness. A vacancy within the depths of hell. My heart was racing as I peered around the corner to find a hideous monster of great distortion. Only after a moment of keeping my eyes wide open, did I realize it was a reflection of myself. I [...]
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Fuck Normal Sex, I Want Transcendent Sex.
Damn this shit gets crazy sometimes; knowing when I'm awake and when I'm not, I just can't tell that easily anymore. It all seems to blend together. Luckily, I have the bedroom activities to help me wake the fuck up back to my life. Talking about sex and intimacy is my favorite past time that [...]
Sex Work…A New Way
Sex work... I took a college course with this title in 2007. I learned that stripping is a form of sex work; an avenue of making money through selling sex. Some people don't consider stripping sex work because it's not selling sex per se, but I consider it sex work because not only do I [...]
One Of Those Paradoxes…Boundaries
Where are your boundaries? Do you often question 'where do I begin and where do I end'? I grew up 'open' and didn't realize that my conception of this word and lifestyle was doing more harm that good. My openness fostered an immense amount of empathy that ultimately led me into a trap of debilitating [...]
Reflections Of A Partner
It's been a little over a month long journey of a deep exploration of new experiences with the intention of love, adventure, & growth with another human. I was calling in a partner of a lifetime. Someone that I could unite with, someone that I could ascend with. Someone that I could explore the meaning [...]
Finding Partnership In The Flow
Remaining present and intentional, in the now and in the flow. I'm here embarking on an epic journey of adventure and exploration in service of healing my wounds, the wounds of others and the wounds of the earth. I'm trusting my intuition, my sense of source is knowing. I'm here, grounded on this earth connected [...]
The Vision: Oneness
My soul goal is oneness. I'm consciously and intentionally healing the pain of separation in regards to my relationship with myself, others, and the earth. My mission is to purposefully take steps that align with my highest integrity and heal this core wound by way of love. Self I look at my behavior patterns to [...]
Convergence
Convergence: Coming together of two seemingly separate ideas, concepts, or entities. I've been a witness to this process as it has been an intention of mine. The amount of challenge has been plenty. Yet through the pain and the tears, I see a glimmer of light and my faith in the process. Loving myself through [...]
What is Monogamy?
I was raised by a divorced Mother and Father who separated shortly after I was born. I lived with my Mom and siblings on both coasts of the U.S, while my Father continued traveling the world, finally settling down in one place when my Mother could no longer look after her three children after a [...]
Redefining Love
Love used to be all consuming. Chaotic and unpredictable. Pain was inevitable. Heartbreak was common. Love was dependent on the other to return that love. Being in love meant being lost, having fallen so far from myself. Being in love meant losing touch with my wholeness and becoming one with another. Being in love meant [...]
Ecstatic Soul Stripper 