Stripper There was heaviness on the word "stripper". The connotation was massive. Eleven years of collective massiveness. It's appropriate to say that stripping has left a huge impact on my life, and comprehending it's impact has been quite the process in itself. Looking back, I see the timeline of this stripping path actually began when … Continue reading The Seeking Stripper: I Surrender
Traversing the depths of humanity through the pain, torment, despair, loneliness, and fear has left me feeling the intensity of what it means to be human. As I begin the process of integration, I rest gently into this new existence, acknowledging and accepting all of me. I feel a sense of relief to have been seen … Continue reading Returning To The Light of Oneness
Creating boundaries has really been a simple, yet challenging task of keeping my word to myself and others. I decided to go to work today. I got ready and ended up going to two clubs and didn't work at all. It was obvious I was committed to not working at the club tonight because I'm … Continue reading Choose Again.
Step 1. Observe The dance of life is about checking myself. Witnessing patterns and behaviors and compassionately looking at them to discern whether I want to consciously continue in that direction. I question if they are supporting my deepest desires to live a joyful and fulfilling life. Are my choices reflecting my soul's desires? Is … Continue reading Checking My Desires In Romantic Partnership
Life is a dance and when you can begin to play with this concept, you'll experience the flow of life like never before. Circumstance occurs in your favor, stacking upon each other in synchronized fashion like magic! Moments are pregnant with possibilities as the line between reality and fantasy is blurred. There is no right … Continue reading Life is a Dance
Do you desire a life partner that can meet you at your level? Do you consider yourself a Sovereign Woman, a Goddess? Then none other than a Sovereign Man or God will do for you. You will not settle for less. If you long to be connected to someone that understands you without you having … Continue reading Goddess, Get Ready To Receive The Man Of Your Dreams
The Beginning Of The End I notice myself unconsciously begin to lay pieces of me to rest. Graveyards become appealing and the wonderment of death obscures my thoughts. I've been through this process before. My body knows what it's doing and I see what's happening. I'm mourning, again. I'm here in Hawaii, roaming along the … Continue reading Surrendering Into Love
Damn this shit gets crazy sometimes; knowing when I'm awake and when I'm not, I just can't tell that easily anymore. It all seems to blend together. Luckily, I have the bedroom activities to help me wake the fuck up back to my life. Talking about sex and intimacy is my favorite past time that … Continue reading Fuck Normal Sex, I Want Transcendent Sex.
Sex work... I took a college course with this title in 2007. I learned that stripping is a form of sex work; an avenue of making money through selling sex. Some people don't consider stripping sex work because it's not selling sex per se, but I consider it sex work because not only do I … Continue reading Sex Work…A New Way
It's been a little over a month long journey of a deep exploration of new experiences with the intention of love, adventure, & growth with another human. I was calling in a partner of a lifetime. Someone that I could unite with, someone that I could ascend with. Someone that I could explore the meaning … Continue reading Reflections Of A Partner