Is it my purpose to awaken others through this realm of sexuality? This has been my experience that I cannot deny because it has been my existence. I have been offering space to men for their healing journeys through my time with them in the clubs. I have offered loving kindness and have found deep satisfaction and joy in this act of compassion. Although I’ve felt some pain, the overwhelming fact is that I am a healer in this space. I have something unique to offer, so why hide? Why deny or shun it away. Why aim for something else that may be available. Why not embrace what is in front of me; what has persisted through the test of time.
How do I bring this into the light and out of the dark?
Can I go about continuing this sacred work while enlivening my feminine power, releasing the desire to feel numb and continue the patterns of abuse and trauma?