The Beginning Being a dancer I was conditioned and taught by others to not feel the extent of what I was feelings in my experience. I remember my first day when a woman took me under her wing and showed me the ropes of stripping. She grabbed my arm and dragged me into the VIP … Continue reading Vulnerability As A Virtue
The never ending gift of the past. It flows, swirls, and glides in and out of life as if it was always there; there is no beginning and no end. No matter how many beginnings I find, there is always another. It is omnipresent in this life. It sneaks up on me and scares me … Continue reading I see you, Shame.
Coming Home Through this journey of life, I’ve traveled far in my 31 years. When I say I’ve traveled far, I don’t only mean in the literal sense. Not only have I traveled far across the country, I’ve traveled far from myself. I’ve been disconnected with my truth and authenticity. I haven’t known who I … Continue reading Coming Home
The way we do one thing is how we do everything. I’m experiencing a process of bringing awareness to poignant moments in life. Illuminated moments of clarity. How I've been showing up in this world is being revealed. I'm recalling pivotal scenarios, rich with emotional eruptions, stories that resonate loudly beyond their core essence of … Continue reading What you don’t know you don’t know.
Stripper There was heaviness on the word "stripper". The connotation was massive. Eleven years of collective massiveness. It's appropriate to say that stripping has left a huge impact on my life, and comprehending it's impact has been quite the process in itself. Looking back, I see the timeline of this stripping path actually began when … Continue reading The Seeking Stripper: I Surrender
Life is a dance and when you can begin to play with this concept, you'll experience the flow of life like never before. Circumstance occurs in your favor, stacking upon each other in synchronized fashion like magic! Moments are pregnant with possibilities as the line between reality and fantasy is blurred. There is no right … Continue reading Life is a Dance
Do you desire a life partner that can meet you at your level? Do you consider yourself a Sovereign Woman, a Goddess? Then none other than a Sovereign Man or God will do for you. You will not settle for less. If you long to be connected to someone that understands you without you having … Continue reading Goddess, Get Ready To Receive The Man Of Your Dreams
This journey you’re on is not only for you. There are billions on this planet: hungry, thirsty, cold, sick, confused, hurt, lonely, sad, overwhelmed, and afraid. There are billions on this planet who need your help. You are the key to unlocking this tragedy. When you commit to the life of being awake, you also … Continue reading The Awakening Journey: We’re Going To Save The World
Sex work... I took a college course with this title in 2007. I learned that stripping is a form of sex work; an avenue of making money through selling sex. Some people don't consider stripping sex work because it's not selling sex per se, but I consider it sex work because not only do I … Continue reading Sex Work…A New Way
Where are your boundaries? Do you often question 'where do I begin and where do I end'? I grew up 'open' and didn't realize that my conception of this word and lifestyle was doing more harm that good. My openness fostered an immense amount of empathy that ultimately led me into a trap of debilitating … Continue reading One Of Those Paradoxes…Boundaries