I choose to live my deepest desires to give love expansively, while surrendering to receive love and releasing the fear of being hurt or hurting another in favor of living in my fullest brilliance. I choose to live my life passionately with purpose to share my gifts with the world; to live in abundance and [...]
Tag: health
Reclaiming Sexual Power
Power Leak A power leak is when there is no focus in the action, thoughts and behaviors. When the cycle of energetic exchange is blocked and nothing beneficial is received in return for the giving of energy. It is a drain on the resource and as humans, we literally have to continue replenishing it [...]
Full Moon: Healing the Feminine
As we are moving into this New Moon, I'm reflecting on opportunities for new growth, self love, accepting responsibility, and the life I've designed. In this, I begin to see barriers that are standing in my way of me feeling fully embodied, empowered and in my place of wisdom and truth. Feminine Sexuality Feminine [...]
The Gift of Time
Being a stripper has allowed me so much space and time to nurture my Body, Mind, and Soul. I've been given the gift of time. It is plentiful. There is a continuous stream of opportunity and possibility to do what brings me joy. To be a witness to my emotions and recognize where they come [...]
Passivity to Passionate
What does it mean to feminine? Socially constructed feminine image destroys true passion.
10 Important Inclinations
Going into dancing, I didn’t know who I was. I thought I knew, but really, I didn’t. I let outside events frustrate me, hurt me, and ultimately change me. Now, every day I focus on being me. The me that I know to be true. 1. Loving and supportive 2. Sensitive/empathetic towards others 3. Compassionate [...]
Universal Truth
From the age of 9, I can remember being looked at as a sexual creature. I was hit on by older men, assuming I was at least 18. Cat calls bombarded me as I'd walk down the street in my saggy pants and beanie-chosen to avoid the hoots and hollers. When I was 12 years old, I [...]
Freedom
It’s so wild going back and reading my old blogs and seeing how much I’ve changed. Knowing where I was mentally in that moment writing those words; living in a wavering place of comparison, fear, and confusion. I’m so grateful for the process I’ve gone through to bring me to this very moment of clarity [...]
Edging
This constant push and pull of tuning into my internal sensations as I navigate the unexplained. Traveling on the edge of the unknown is fearful and exhilarating. The benefit of pleasure outweighs the risk involved. Flowing to the edge, spilling over. The crash hurts more than the idea of crashing. The eternal walk of suffering. [...]
Purpose is Pleasure
Is it my purpose to awaken others through this realm of sexuality? This has been my experience that I cannot deny because it has been my existence. I have been offering space to men for their healing journeys through my time with them in the clubs. I have offered loving kindness and have found deep [...]