This journey you’re on is not only for you. There are billions on this planet: hungry, thirsty, cold, sick, confused, hurt, lonely, sad, overwhelmed, and afraid. There are billions on this planet who need your help. You are the key to unlocking this tragedy. When you commit to the life of being awake, you also [...]
Finding Love On The Road
True Love Determined to find the love of my life, I openly share my desires with friends and strangers alike. Some people meet me with confusion and others curiosity. The question I often ask myself is, "How will I know when I meet my beloved?" While on the road, I was met by a man [...]
Surrendering Into Love
The Beginning Of The End I notice myself unconsciously begin to lay pieces of me to rest. Graveyards become appealing and the wonderment of death obscures my thoughts. I've been through this process before. My body knows what it's doing and I see what's happening. I'm mourning, again. I'm here in Hawaii, roaming along the [...]
The Pleasure Is All Mine
I bask in the glorious tickling feeling of crispy dollars falling onto the small of my back, slipping down the crack of my ass and caressing my inner thighs as I move my hips up and down shaking what my Mamma and Daddy gave me. I receive looks of adoration, admiration, and complete desire, entrancing [...]
Demons From The Depths
In Los Angeles, the City of Angels lurks a darkness. A vacancy within the depths of hell. My heart was racing as I peered around the corner to find a hideous monster of great distortion. Only after a moment of keeping my eyes wide open, did I realize it was a reflection of myself. I [...]
Fuck Normal Sex, I Want Transcendent Sex.
Damn this shit gets crazy sometimes; knowing when I'm awake and when I'm not, I just can't tell that easily anymore. It all seems to blend together. Luckily, I have the bedroom activities to help me wake the fuck up back to my life. Talking about sex and intimacy is my favorite past time that [...]
Sex Work…A New Way
Sex work... I took a college course with this title in 2007. I learned that stripping is a form of sex work; an avenue of making money through selling sex. Some people don't consider stripping sex work because it's not selling sex per se, but I consider it sex work because not only do I [...]
One Of Those Paradoxes…Boundaries
Where are your boundaries? Do you often question 'where do I begin and where do I end'? I grew up 'open' and didn't realize that my conception of this word and lifestyle was doing more harm that good. My openness fostered an immense amount of empathy that ultimately led me into a trap of debilitating [...]
Reflections Of A Partner
It's been a little over a month long journey of a deep exploration of new experiences with the intention of love, adventure, & growth with another human. I was calling in a partner of a lifetime. Someone that I could unite with, someone that I could ascend with. Someone that I could explore the meaning [...]
Reconnecting To My Inner Beloved
What do you do when you get lost? You stand still. You trust those who love you will find you. I consciously entered someone's flow and got lost. I feel honored and blessed to have guides who find me standing still, welcoming me home, back onto my path that serves my highest Self. After wandering [...]
Ecstatic Soul Stripper 