Going into dancing, I didn’t know who I was. I thought I knew, but really, I didn’t. I let outside events frustrate me, hurt me, and ultimately change me. Now, every day I focus on being me. The me that I know to be true. 1. Loving and supportive 2. Sensitive/empathetic towards others 3. Compassionate [...]
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Come out, Come out, Wherever You Are!
Coming out of the dark. Revealing herself through the shadows. Entering into the mystery she has created. Becoming who she imagined. The person of her dreams. She sees herself. She knows this person well, For she has been there all along. Now standing tall, standing proud. Standing to be witnessed in bright light of the day. [...]
Universal Truth
From the age of 9, I can remember being looked at as a sexual creature. I was hit on by older men, assuming I was at least 18. Cat calls bombarded me as I'd walk down the street in my saggy pants and beanie-chosen to avoid the hoots and hollers. When I was 12 years old, I [...]
Boundaries Made With Love
I began a practice of my sexual evolution that involves touch without sexual intent with the intention of balancing out the mental and physiological urges I feel. I've been inundated with sexual touch, I'm ready to explore more. Touch is healthy. Touch is good. This is my practice of boundaries that will allow me to [...]
Authentic Relating
Being in a state of authenticity in the club and being responsible for my feelings, and my feelings alone, has allowed me to remove the shackles of shame even further. I’m sinking into a place where pleasure is allowed to exist without guilt and worry that someone else will disapprove. Witnessing myself play and be [...]
Healing My Inner Masculine Part 2
Looking at all my relationships up until this point in my life, I’m left recognizing patterns and seeing where I’ve made dramatic shifts when new people come into my life. I see the work I’ve been doing, but how is this moment any different than the past? I feel like my life is more full [...]
Healing My Inner Masculine Part 1
Healing men wounds... Healing my inner masculine... Do not look outside of yourself to heal the masculine. Look at your wounded little girl. Where does she hurt. She was separated from her father at a young age. She returned to him during a time of confusion. He was absent to her pain and had to [...]
Freedom
It’s so wild going back and reading my old blogs and seeing how much I’ve changed. Knowing where I was mentally in that moment writing those words; living in a wavering place of comparison, fear, and confusion. I’m so grateful for the process I’ve gone through to bring me to this very moment of clarity [...]
Edging
This constant push and pull of tuning into my internal sensations as I navigate the unexplained. Traveling on the edge of the unknown is fearful and exhilarating. The benefit of pleasure outweighs the risk involved. Flowing to the edge, spilling over. The crash hurts more than the idea of crashing. The eternal walk of suffering. [...]
She Was a Vampire
She’s lives as a vampire. Controlling her primal urge to consummate every corner she turns. She sees men as objects to satisfy her craving. The sex den curbs her cravings, but still feeds a drive that grows as she is never fully satiated. To satisfy her hunger for orgasm is all she knows. She travels [...]
Ecstatic Soul Stripper 