I choose to live my deepest desires to give love expansively, while surrendering to receive love and releasing the fear of being hurt or hurting another in favor of living in my fullest brilliance. I choose to live my life passionately with purpose to share my gifts with the world; to live in abundance and [...]
Soul Purpose Contemplation: I am…
I am alive. I am awake. I am the seed of awakening. I am the seed of all creation. I am the bridge. I am the axis point of discovery. I am the center of infinity. I am convergence. I am integration. I am the planter of seeds. I am the nurture of souls. I [...]
Reclaiming Sexual Power
Power Leak A power leak is when there is no focus in the action, thoughts and behaviors. When the cycle of energetic exchange is blocked and nothing beneficial is received in return for the giving of energy. It is a drain on the resource and as humans, we literally have to continue replenishing it [...]
Full Moon: Healing the Feminine
As we are moving into this New Moon, I'm reflecting on opportunities for new growth, self love, accepting responsibility, and the life I've designed. In this, I begin to see barriers that are standing in my way of me feeling fully embodied, empowered and in my place of wisdom and truth. Feminine Sexuality Feminine [...]
The Gift of Time
Being a stripper has allowed me so much space and time to nurture my Body, Mind, and Soul. I've been given the gift of time. It is plentiful. There is a continuous stream of opportunity and possibility to do what brings me joy. To be a witness to my emotions and recognize where they come [...]
On the Job Training: Transferrable Skills
Being a stripper in the clubs, I've been gifted the opportunity to hold space for strangers as they process emotions that include pain, grief, sorrow, despair, guilt, shame, sadness that expresses in a variety of ways. The most important thing is that I listen. I listen with compassion and without the intent to resolve their [...]
Life is a Dance
Every movement, every action, every pause, is a segment of the whole piece. The choreography is seamlessly woven together, purposefully, whether it is perceived as fluid or disconnected. It is done with passion. Intention. Connecting with my breath as I take each new step. Allowing my eyes to gaze upon another as they participate in [...]
Concomitant Trauma At Work
Causing Trauma I take extreme responsibility for my life. Although other people are part of this experience, I take charge in what it is that I have power to do and say. Working in the strip club has allowed me the opportunity to do the work to find healing and empowerment. This idea of causing [...]
Passivity to Passionate
What does it mean to feminine? Socially constructed feminine image destroys true passion.
The Frequency of Love
I'm in the place of awareness of old patterns and have the beautiful opportunity to begin anew. I've been here before. Declaring I see myself. Declaring I see my patterns and truth. I stir with anxiousness, unwilling at first to look at whats poking me in the back. Finally, I choose to sit with it. [...]