It's been a year of my commitment to leave the strip club and build a business that supports my lifestyle. As it were, my lifestyle has been shifting into a more eco-friendly, sustainable direction. I desire to live off the land and reduce my consumerism ways, so my business planning has been progressive and comes [...]
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The Mirror
Speaking through the mirror, gazing upon the other's eyes in the reflection becomes the way of communication. This has shown me the way I am, the way I move, the way I interact. This has reinforced the outer world existence as I observe the outer world incessantly. I rebel and choose to look them in [...]
Shame for Sale
All my life, shame has grown around my sexual pleasure. It has compounded in every possible moment until now. I’m 30 and I’m deciding to stop the cycle. I’ve hidden behind it for so long with my expression masked in happiness and confidence. The shame has been this little devil poking my back, and now [...]
In Transition
Being in this state of transition has prompted many unfoldings of my path. It’s been 10 years since I started dancing. I’m not sure when I decided I was mentally done, but it feels like too long. It’s been a year since I graduated with my BA. It’s been a year since going to Burning [...]
Rituals For Resistance
During all these shifts of awareness that I’ve been experiencing lately, I sometimes find myself locked in space. A space where I hold on tight to something that doesn’t serve me. I sit. I meddle. I ignore what the issue is. I know that I must look at it in order for it to go [...]
Fluctuating Empowerment
I sink in and out of power. I fluctuate from being the victim to being in power. I know that being the victim is not a happy place. I know that I cannot move forward from that space. I know where it will lead. So I consciously choose to be in power. Change it so I [...]
Enough is Enough
I am enough. You are enough.
Ecstatic Soul Stripper 